Well, I don't see any problem here. Since you are regretting for what
you did and missing him, it shows you still like him. Moreover, you know
that he still wants you back. This one can be solved if you dare to talk to him and find out what you guys really want.
But after reading your another post I came to realize that the situation is even more problematic besides smearing lipstick over his face. If you think the guy is "not wise" enough for you or "poor enough" who cannot even travel or pay your bills or lets say cannot offer gifts for you (seems like that's what entice you better) then -- -- -- there's no meaning of "missing" him. I mean you people are up to "dating" only. Isn't it? Not seriously in love.