I have been dating this guy for few months, to describe him, he is average looking, well, his table manners are disgusting and he has never paid for my dinner, the only thing he bought for me was $4 candlestand on my birthday. His positive sides are that he is calm, well educated and well travelled, thats about it..Anyways, coming to the topic, he always prioritizes his friends before me and likes to party out. We just get to meet for like 2 hours on the weekend.Last night, when i had enough of him, I couldnt handle my anger, i was jumping up and down with anger, screaming and calling him names, while he was trying to hold me, i took out my lipstick and drew all over his face and then asked him to leave my place.. He was calm throughout and i cant believe he wants me back, I kinda feel ashamed of how i handled the situation, ohh help me how i should control my anger and ohh i miss him.. what wud u have done? i know im crazy:(