I have been very much sad lately so I thought I shared it with u guys. I tried talking to one of  my frens abt it n shunned me by saying tht a mother can't do tht. But , he can't understand it has happened n it has happened to me..My mother has choice of other children but I just have 1e e mother  so it is hard. I have had ran into when my mm wld be talking to my sisters behind my back  abt me n then seeing me they wld shut up.And she had in many occasions turned them against me.I used to fight wid her n tell tht I wld not eat n she wld never come to me n tell me to eat but the case was different wid my sisters.  we are a well off family but I had an allowance of rs. 55 weekly when i was in college +2 n my sisters had rs.120 a week. I have never said a word to my parents. My sister got married when i was studying 12 n I used to go to college at 6 n return home at 2 after college n tuition and there wld be no food cooked n i used to cook. My mom wld go to mamaghar n now as my other sister is home she never goes anywhere. These things may sound petty but living like this every single day is definitely a torture. I thank god tht I don't have to live like this anymore. I wrk and study make my own money. But every day I pray to god tht I wish I had a normal loving mom n console myself tht i must have done sth really bad to my mother in my past life.

thank u again guys for ur time to read my sad life story n I wish i had someone to share the whole story wid.......But writing here has somewhat made me feel emancipated//thank u all ...really appreciate u guys giving time in reading my story.