Ram Prasad Neupane dai,

The bottom line what you are saying is that:

I deserve the chastisement I am receiving. And that people who act the way I do and fall in the kind of categories that I do (writing in the kinds of threads I do) don't deserve your compassion. You reject people like me from your life because you perceive them as unworthy of being taken seriously. Their choice of lifestyle automatically sets them up for rejection in your book.

Dai, is this what you are saying?