Good friends and good discussion, I am here again, specially
my friend Raju,



If we don't have these emotions in this youth, it is not a youth, keep it up,
it will make you successful either here or there but don't forget to work hard
( I am not giving suggestions, you guys are far intelligent than me but I am
still youth too, just started early thirties). First of all, I was optimistic
before, I am optimistic now and will be in future too (so sal pahele hame tumse
pyar tha------). My father was professor and economist; he passed away one year
ago. I used to argue with him about Nepal. I used to say, we can be prosperous
country, we are Nepali, we are great, we have this and we have that. My father
sometimes laughs or sometimes tried to convince me. He used to say, my son,
Nepal is country where we don't have resources, very few resources were used by
the feudal and King. At the same time our illiteracy and poverty can't help up
stand well and fight for all these things. We have India in the side which is
always like a wolf, sometimes it attacks directly and sometimes it attack
indirectly. We have Karnali as well as Rapti pari, where human civilization is
just starting. So there will be vast majority of people living in poverty,
illiteracy and there will be a conflict in society for a long time.  I was
not convinced with him. I always used to say that, we need revolution, in any
type, I am youth, you are old, you can't understand my feeling. At the same
time, my father laughed at me and he mentioned that he was more revolutionary when
he was youth; the time was more difficult with Panchayati system.



Any way, why I am mentioning these entire situations above, now the time come,
as he mentioned, the society is at highest level of conflict, we have in the
age of another civil conflict but it will be different than before. It will be
different than the war done by Maoist because they just lit the fire; the fire
is still inside the society. One more thing to add here, just look my previous
thoughts in another thread. All Nepali was Pancha at Pachayat, we were UML and
congress after democracy, majority of Nepali were Maoist after Maoist Movement
and we will be in another party after the raise of the another new group by
Raju and no quiro. My point here is our society is at highest level of conflict
now, Panchayat has no waves, no development, no literacy, no thoughts, so
society was cool but the people like my father had understood that there will
more conflict in society after sometime because we are preventing these
conflicts now. So, the conflict stopped by Panchayati system and as well as
little bit baby King, Koirala Dynasty, the conflict is in road now.



Finally, Raju, don't think I am supporter of this and that, I am not supporter
of these bastard leaders or criminal king panchayat and another equally
important thing is either Raju or No quiro or me, we never supported Maoist or
voted them, but it is Nepal, it is Nepali who voted them, they are our friends,
relatives. So, Nepal is on the way, either to become Ruwanda or Burundi or in
the way to become Norway or Sweden, it will be in the hand of Nepali, leaders,
the people like you and me. How we advocate our society, definitely we are
already 200 years lacking of these types of conflict in these society. Let them
fight each other, kill each other, either they will finished like Hotel Ruwanda
or will be some prosperous society.