Hi All,

I am under the spell of sade saat  ko dasa since few yrs ago and i could feel and experience it. yesterday, another incident occured again. i wrote again because this has happened before.

as a phd stu, u gotta have 5 committee members. nearly two yrs ago, i took qualifying exams and passed them. right after, one of the committee member accused me of smth that i did not do. it was about a project back home for which i was deligently working and in the process, i was writing emails to the group members. he said i was damaging chair persons image (i do not want write more on this but i wasn't doing any sort of that). i explained and told him but he acted like a educated redneck n walked away. i found replacement and did the exams all over again.'

now, another educated moron did the same thing over a simple issue. he told me to contact him about some studies two yrs ago and i did but got no response. i tried but gave up after a while and did self teaching. and finally, i got hold of him yesterday n he goes-since i did not do as he said, he is washing his hands. and i deleted most of the emails recently but our technical dept told me they will try to retrieve those emails. btw, he is known for his obnoxious behavior.

here is wht i am thinking-if i get those emails, i would like to make him pay for the mental torture and the pain i have to go through again in finding another replacement and taking exams again. not to mention, because of this, i will have to extend one more semester which means more money.

any suggestions?? SR