Oranje, it is better now than sorry later. you should be happy that she didn't dump at the end of the tunnel. now go find someone who will love you unconditionally. life is all about choices and may be she didn't find you compatible in a long run and made a choice.  maybe when you find somebody, you'll never feel about her again like you felt about her when you were in love with you.

so have a positive attitude and start looking for somebody else. you'll be alright when you encounter someone. and don't make any stupid and irrational move meanwhile.

welcome to the world.