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I don’t know the true reason behind the conflict between you and your husband. But as a married man, I want to say a few things. Please ignore them if they don’t apply to your situation.
They say grass always looks greener on the other side. That’s because we always take what we have for granted. Nobody is perfect; therefore conflicts are unavoidable between spouses. But most of these conflicts can be resolved with some determination from both sides. Divorce should be the last resort, not the first.
If both of you are forgiving people, reconciliation will be possible. One of you just needs to take an initiation. Think about the first day you two met. Think about all the wonderful things you guys did together in the past. Those happy moments were real. They had truly happened. Try to figure out what has changed now, and see if you can fix it. Think positively and approach your spouse (or let him approach you). Reaching out to him, forgiving him, and accepting your mistakes (if any) aren’t signs of your weakness; they are the signs of your strength.