Like someone said about financial obligations that pushed him hard. I guess in lifetime everyone goes through this at least once. I have been through it and i know the feelings. You are lucky your family listens so share with them and try to get the solutions. there is hardly any thing in world which dont have solutions. Therefore, My suggestions is believe in time and keep working hard. If you pass this situation then you will be successful and toughest guy. I hope you were not in gun point like me but i managed to get out and still working hard. I know life is not easy still never gave up. Sometimes i thought of leaving Nepal but I said to myself that i have fled and runaway and made my life miserable. Now i am fighting in hard. I wake up at 6 in the  morning and start teaching in college then go to my magazine office to do my job and in evening I work as consultant chef for restaurants. Plus I have take training progamme in my skill development center. Dont choose escape route belive me you will come back and have to bear for your sin with interest. Believe me you you can pay principle now dont leave it for interest.