Man you think that gas station work hard, we had been to butcher factory, stayed out of job for moths and months. दुर्गम गाउ मा हुर्केको बढेको , दु:ख सहेको भोगेको भए पनि कालेजो मुखमा आउने गरी काम गरेको थिएन र परेन। Worked so hard " BALLS WERE IN OUR MOUTH".  School sent bills to Nepal. As you have feelings, we thought we were better off in Nepal. Once we made a move and step on it, there is no way looking back rather than going forward. Stay calm and focus, no drinking, which would not help just waste of money. Just focus on why you are here, feel the same joy when you get the visa as if you were denied 5 times. Now you have a goal.

Focus on that goal, One of our friend quiet the school , do not know what he is doing now but he was way smarter than us but he was of mind of his mind  and away from his goal. We keep trying and keep moving on. Among us who focued and wroked hard have green card and a job. Our goal came true because we did not change our course of action to achieve our goal and we fight harder than we imagined back home. While we were working as a buther we punched the meat and said we will excel and we conquer. Still running after destiny but we got through first crucial stage. So you can do it.

Man we were from a rural public school . we struggled for English and still struggling though we pass the first phase. Focus, Focus, focus.