I can feel your pain. I know it's very hard to forget as people says. I think you will be more mature because of this incident. You now know what it means to be hurt so that in future you will not involve in any kind of heart breaking game. Have you ever analyzed why she left you? Were you strong enough to be her man? Or was she just playing with your emotions? Whatever may be the reason, now it's time to analyze and interpret. If we look at ourselves, we are nothing but a system of complex chemical reactions. You and your girl started as reactants and the overall product was just pain and sorrow.When one system malfunctions, it affects the whole system. Is there anyway to fix this broken piece of system? Look at yourself. Observe yourself. You have all the manual to fix this broken system. Your girl was more acidic to react with you. In the reaction mixture, you forgot to put the buffer. So take this breakup as a lesson, and try to react with less acidic girls in coming future. You can fix this. It's all about chemical reaction. Life is very short my dear friend, people come and go. But who loves you will never leave you. She does not deserve your love. May be she have found a high profile man. That's her big mistake. You focus with your career. Try to do something big and good. Learn knew things and enjoy being human. Make a phone call to your mom and talk to her right now.