Sun_shine,

I can feel your pain. You have a very creative way to express your feelings. I wish i could do that.

But the most important thing is to learn from the experience and take one step forward to live the life with happiness. I am sure that now you know the meaning of happiness more than ever as you have gone through this heart breaking situation.

You might think saying is easy and doing is not. I agree; but you have to decide to be happy and give it a try. Remember that the world is there for you only till you are there.

That guy is not someone you should love anymore, as he did this to you knowingly. He is no way..........a person you should drop your tears for as he choose to do this to you. Therfore choose to hate him and decide to find someone in future you can live with more happiness. Concentrate in your career and be with friends and family who can support you in a positive way. Be happy.