Snowfed,

Stick to your convictions, tell me what makes you happy. I know you feel betrayed, so now let's search for the remedy. I had suggested two approaches earlier, but since I did not get much feedback from you I do not know what is in your mind. However, considering your state, I would suggest retaliation. It is time logic took the midnight train and heart ruled.

Let me tell you a similar story of mine a decade and half ago. It is entirely different from your case but serves the purpose for this thread. This broad I went to school with sought my help with her assignments and plenty of other schoolworks. Having helped her loyally for six years, I realized I was not "handsome" enough to befriend her anymore once we reached college. Agreed, I am not Brad Pitt, but I am at least dignified enough not to be ignored. She saw past me as if I were transparent, and that was so apparent, evenyone knew about it. Wanna know what I did? I mauled her new mountain bike so bad, even the manufacturers couldn't have put it back in shape. Next thing I did was to break the news to her in a jeering fashion, keeping my anonimity intact but provide her every reason to believe I did it. Believe me, I felt like a rock star then.

That was fifteen years ago, I was perhaps crazy back then, or maybe it was a spur of a moment, but god I felt great. And buddha who? I believe in payback and so should you.