snowfed_river well, so sorry so hear your painful story.. yeah its hard to forget and forgive those kind of person who plays with heart and disrespect the trust.. well, i know esp when a person is alone things strikes more ofent.. well, i think that its her bad luck i guess as u seems to be such a nice guy. Due to these kind of stuffs its hard to believe and trust other.. even i went though the similar phase like you went.. and its been like more then 7 to 8 years yet she is still in my mind 24/7.. and believe me i have a friends who are girls and i am in such a position here in US.. most of the girls are / and would love to fall for me.. yet i trust nobody but myself.. even i look forward for others good suggestion in this case.. let seee. but dude u take it easy and do each and every single things which would make u feel better and happy....