Posted by: BihariBabu December 24, 2008
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Few years ago, when we heard of killings, we used to be saddened,
worried and threatened. Now is the situation, when I hear of reporters
being killed, I feel a sense of joy. Am I becoming inhuman? No matter
how much I try to deny, I know I am becoming an inhuman creature.
After all, this is what I have experienced for past 10 years. Civil
war started when I was just 14, and today, I am 24. I have witnessed
mostly blood, corruption, killings and uncountable to name. I have
spend my youth age in this war.
I want to thank Maoists for the first time, and probably will be the last time. These journalists devastated Nepal; some worked for Maoists, some for Girija, some for India, some for China, some for Christians, some for Muslims, to devastate Nepal. With all these forces against "Nepal"--King Gyanendra could not fight, after all he was an inexperienced King as well.
I salute Gyanendra for what he did to save Nepal--his motherland, my motherland. His defeat was our defeat, my defeat, our coming generation's defeat. I have no answer for my future kids who will question me--dad, what did you do to save "Nepal"? Unfortunately, I will feel so disgusted that day, that I might try to hide myself away from the world. If he does not, History will question me. With this young blood, education, zeal, smartness, I was so busy for myself that I could not secure my children's future, my Nepal's sovereignty. I apologize in advance--future generation, please forgive me.
I want to thank Maoists for the first time, and probably will be the last time. These journalists devastated Nepal; some worked for Maoists, some for Girija, some for India, some for China, some for Christians, some for Muslims, to devastate Nepal. With all these forces against "Nepal"--King Gyanendra could not fight, after all he was an inexperienced King as well.
I salute Gyanendra for what he did to save Nepal--his motherland, my motherland. His defeat was our defeat, my defeat, our coming generation's defeat. I have no answer for my future kids who will question me--dad, what did you do to save "Nepal"? Unfortunately, I will feel so disgusted that day, that I might try to hide myself away from the world. If he does not, History will question me. With this young blood, education, zeal, smartness, I was so busy for myself that I could not secure my children's future, my Nepal's sovereignty. I apologize in advance--future generation, please forgive me.