make yourself strong: physically, financially, mentally...

work hard, study hard, work out hard.  go and work out which will release stress as well as gives you more confidence about your physique.  study hard, so that you can get a nice job if you dont have already.  i know it is hard and you will listen to nobody at this time, but time is the greatest healer and your wounds will be healed with time.  you might or might not forget her, but best thing to do right now is make yourself strong in every possible way.  if you kill yourself, you will be gone, think about your parents buddy. ...

you have to prove yourself and try to be better than the guy for whom she left you.  you can do it..