sun_shine,
i am not a regular poster but rather a silent reader but i could not refrain from writing to thispost.
selection of songs are really great :). i love these songs
its rather unfortunate of us that we donot get the divine opportunity to share our life with the person we love most/ or want to. but i reckon this is what will make us appreciate us more the next person that will be in our life.
i will not try to become the healer or recommend a prescription. every individual is different and you would need to find something else to take your mind off of him and continue with life. [ easier said that done...which i know very well].
my formulae has been cherish the past. wish them all the best for their future. and [ try to move on. the most difficult part of life ]
wish you all the best and this incident will make you a better stronger person. and here is a song that is going through your mind.