hey !

why don't u go back to Nepal, afterall your bro senior little buddha is waiting for u. why u think u must stay in usa. we have plenty of choices in Nepal in current times. You can either be a member of YCL, YLC or bla bla, or u can go with your senior bro in jungle for 'tapasya'. I have so many options and ideas for u to apply, if u want to go back to Nepal, for here I don't have any idea.