Hello gentleman and ladies,

 I m in dilema about wats goin on with mah life.   I m having a sex with a newly married Indian gurl(ABCD) who goes to my college.I dont really like her. I was tryin to stay away from her but one day it happened.What I thought at that moment was,lets do it and I will be out of it.But to my surprise,she started calling me and try to talk longer with out any issues.She keeps asking me about that thing and tells me to go ahead.I dont really want but some time i think if sb comes to me,wat am i gonna loose.....couple of loads of my sperm which I will loose even by masturbating(i m tryin to be honest.thats wat i have eaxctly in my mind.).My main concern is i dont wanna get any closer than where we were and i dont like when she calls me like 10 times a day.I m having this feeling that it might hamper my studies as some time i just keep thinking am i heading towards a right direction, does it serves the purpose why i m in US??

    I would really appreciate if u take some time and add ur thoughts.Now u might think its weird but thats where i m now n i gotta deal with it.