I used to think i was the only one not able to recover from the pain of first heartbreak. Good to see that there are many others too. Welcome to the club,,haha..

Anyway I am confused as I believe in the nature,,whatever happens,,it happens for a cause,,for the best,,if not today,,it will happen tomorrow..And now by definition of true love it was supposed to be a good thing,,but then it ended prematuredly,,(or rather in its due time),,perhaps I could have extended it up by forcing my true love to get married when i was not even settled..and perhaps she would have been attracted to someone after we were married and separated by distances between oceans..Anyways I am confused..And happy that it happened rather earlier..In my resume I do have a good solid experience of heartbreak without recovery and never ending confusion about true love..Or atleast I thought so while it lasted..