U know bro, I can totally identify with that.

The way I understand is this. I love being in Nepal, waking up in the morning, ride my thotro bike go to a near by tea shop, have a cup of local tea. hangout with my buddies, get dust, be dirty by the end of the day and retire to bed. I loved that feeling of Afnopan u know, afno hawa, afno mato, afno ghar... in Nepal. I miss that in US. I can drive my car, but my shitty bike on the road to tapowan was more enjoyable. I can have subs but that momo in any okay momo shop was more tasty.

Quite honestly, the love ends there and frustration starts threafter.

That u are educated, talented, and wanna contribute to the underdeveloped country, there are so many road blocks. By the time u think something might happen, u r exhausted and tired by pleasing all the people in power, dejected by the corrupt and stupid bureaucracy and technocracy. Its then, u say damn it, and life in US seems more systematic.

This is just an honest truth as per I am concerned. Bitter but true.