AnonymousGuy  thanks for sharing you feelings.....almost all of us went through those times of childhood and teen life  in Nepal. It makes us so Nepali and unites us all as how close our experiences are and how indifferent we are.  

Any remember the first ever crush with the member of the opposite sex.....well for me while in school..in very small grade I am not sure was it 1stnd or 2nd grade.....I may be confused what to feel  so im not sure, but I had a crush on a lady teacher who thought I was the cutest kid in school so she used to always hug me, pinch my cheeks and buy me stuff, give me extra special treatment in class , Man she was beautiful..that I still remember her smile......... As I grew older I had numorous crushes on Girls and lady teachers too but didnt do anything....Just too shy and more intrested in playing with friends than Girls. howevr I had crushes on every pretty girl face in school, movies, posters, etc  but I didnt have a relationship with a REAL GIRLFRIEND ...untill MID of 10 grade my First ever GF...she proposed first LOL and I said OK..well so much for that......it didnt last long.....and four more GFs after that which were all sour relations.......they are all my X girlfriends..........actually it should be Y girlfriends.....WHY???? WHY?? LOL......I had given hope untill I met my WIFE......life changed and now we have been together for 9 yrs and still feels like it was just yesterday we met.