I have been to many parts of Nepal and seen life in villages but never lived it. For me villages are always peaceful and villagers are beautiful and naive. When I get tired of this fast pace life I always remember maato ko ghar, baari, gaai, bhaisai, bakhra ko pathha ( OMG they are adorable), khola, chautari and all those things.  I am so proud that u bring yourself in this level in spite of all hardships that you have mentioned. Needless to say your real stories are Amazing as your name. Keep on sharing.