Kaji Sahab................The Poem illustrates the true mental and physical state of Nepalese who are living abroad.........but Once you live in Nepal for a while after living a long time in the USA.....due to the situation in Nepal one can easily divert the poem to America mo Ek din feri Janchhu.

I was in Nepal in 2006 for two months and due to all the chakka Jam , Riots, Load shedding, Nepal Bandha, polution, lawlessness, no traffic rules, Dusty,curroption and  BRIBES were always haunting me when I tried to open a business in KTM.........., MANY MANY relatives popping with financial difficulties on me .... some real, some just an easy FIX because I was America return Hence the impression that I was LOADED. Same old tension about everyday life, idealness, Feeling of stuck, and since I wasnt working.....Money was running out in my bank so I started abusing my credit card..I was dying to come back to America. because Nepal is not a fun place when you start to run out of money...........BRO I LOVE NEPAL...I LOVE MY FAMILY but here in America...I atleast work and earn and live without distraction, Its hard....but I can help my family more from here than being back home....DUE TO THE UNSTABLE COUNTRY. ............I wish things are more stable so we all can do something about it.........BUT NOW-A-DAYS..................the fear of being kidnapped, extorted,,,,,,,,,,,and loosing everything I have worked so hard for makes me feel safer here.in the US.....BUT I LOVE TO RETURN ONEDAY when things are better.....and do a lot for my Mother Land. CALL ME SELFISH but I aint stupid or foolish........I am just waiting for the right Time to go back...as for now Im concentrate in My own developement.........