Saajan bro.......what you have gone through in the past is extremely tragic and sad. Here is what you have to do....Move on Bro. You cant go around searching for Sapana in the girls you meet in Life. You seem to be fixed on how Sapana and you shared those priceless moments together. Bro you will face a huge dissapointment when you find out that Smriti is a total different person with a whole different personality. Reading your story part 2 made me feel that you in a way scared Sapana away. Dont act like a crazed lover like Sharuk Khan from Daar, there is nothing wrong with that but its kinda a scary. DO NOT COMPARE her with sapana. See her for who she truly is bro Ok......you have all our best wishes but........dont try to win love with sympathy......win it through pure mutual desire for each others  characters . You are a true lover and Smriti or any girl will be blessed to have you as a husband, Cherish your memories like just a sweet memory....dont expect to re- live it again...... .

     Think this for yourself as a mantra ok........"I have so much unconditioned love to give  someone and I can absorb sooo much love with never ending thirst.......who is that unknown girl of my life that will complete me??????? and when will I ever hold her in my arms and look deep into her eyes and kiss her shivering lips????......who will it be"....???