Sometimes you need balls to say this, so here is my take!
More than a story, was this was a futile attempt at writing a love-letter to Smriti? I read about what happened to you previously and I am sorry about that but you are now acting like an annoying five-year-old. If you want to write a story, read some! May be you should start out with sum_off's.
Stop judging/comparing people and begging them to come back in Sajha. If you have a personal dillema, then post your problem. Don't post a story with irrelevant details in two languages.We don't want to hear about 'coding' someone's feelings. If you still have feelings for that Sapana girl, then don't use Smriti to forget her.

May the Force be with you.