Saajan ji,

Pls don't compare Smriti with Sapna.Sapna was your past..It's really sad those unfortunate incident happened to you.You seemed to be a nice ,decent guy.You have suffered a lot.Pls let go of your past. I'm sure Sapna never wanted you to be miserable.Try to take things easily.I know u can't forget her,no need to forget her.Try to remember happy times with her,cherish all those moments.But now we are talking about present and future.U don't deserve to be sad! Nobody deserves sad life.

Smriti is a different person.Don't compare Smriti with Sapna.From your story it looks like she likes you too,wants to know you but when you wanted to give the gifts you bought for Sapna,maybe she got scared there.Maybe she doesn't want Sapana's present.She would have readily accepted and would me more happy if u had bought something for her. Nobody wants to be compared with another person.She is a different individual.From your side ,it looks like u like her coz she looks like Sapna.Try to look at her from different angle.Try to find about Smriti.She might be a nice person completely different from Sapna.There is nothing wrong to like people with different personalities.You r not two timing here.SAPNA IS YOUR PAST.

Live your life today.Pls pls let go of your past.Try to be happy. You can donate that gift to charities or goodwill.Some needy person will get it.Buy something specially for Smriti,if u really like Smriti for what she is.

My two cents.....

Good luck!