umn fortune faded why you are ashmed or not is not my concern but the issue raised here is not according to my interest but few ppl tried to jump into some forgotten topics as they have no points to state.If you are ashmed or you weel pride of anyone's matter that is not my fault ,i can say whatever i did was my own sying nway related to you or anyone else ,save your pride or shame for future use.Thanks for being bahun .I donot feel proud of being bahun unless that really correlate to a bahun casts.