Saajan, I don't really spend time reading threads, but my GF mentioned me about this story. Man, I just can not believe what went through your life. I am so sorry to hear that. You have written it in a very emotional way, it really made me so sad.

To be honest with you, my GF asked me if I loved her as much as you loved sapana, and honestly there is no way I can love my GF as much as you loved Sapana. I only had read stories about Romeo but I think you are the true Romeo. God bless you.