Wating4_ji,

I think the first thing you need to do is change your own outlook of the world. Don't wait for the world to do anything for you, or for it to change. The world will not change. People like you will. And it is people like you who can take some risk, change outlook, explore and have fun with it will find greater success than all the people (including me) at sajha.com

Good Luck

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