Purana kagaz, at the risk of saying what might have been already said (I haven't read the entire thread, apologies..), here are my 2 question:

Does the girl know about you, your feelings for her.. etc etc.. (katai one sided ta hoina)

Did you ever talk to that girl (katai fantasy matrai ta hoina)? ever asked her out?

The trick, my friend, is to ask her. Even if you get a BIG rejection, at least you know that. And you could be in for surprises. Don't ever keep it in your mutu and hridaya... let it out..

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