Siju bahini,

I lost my grandmom 8 years ago and somewhere deep inside me I still feel pain coz I couldn't be with her when she died.I was very close with her.She was a women of substances.Her husband died when she was 28 years old but inspite of all odds,she raised 4 kids including my mom and all of them went to college and completed their degrees.My mom taught me to cherish all the wonderful moments with her and I do that.I try to remember all her good deeds and all the hapy moments with her and am happy that she didn't have to suffer a lot when she died.She died peacefully with all her 4 kids surrounding her.

I know there will always be void in your heart,u'll always miss him as I do my grandmom.But looks like your hajurbua passed away when he was reading a book.Looks like that's what he liked best .And looks like he didn't suffer too.So,think positively,try to remember him, try to follows his footsteps if u think u can,cherish all those moments u share with him.

It's life.

Take care

PS Filylyly bhai,

U take care too