OK takeiteasy, what you are doing right now(working hard) is to assure urself that you dont have to do that for the rest of your life. Thousands of nepalese student are working their ass off to pay for school and stuff and only reason they are working in such low class places is to make sure they will not have to do that for the rest of your life. make sure you are keeping your Education your first most priority coz the result will be fruitfull once to enter the carreer you went to school for.