Rewire, Yes that is what i exactly taking it. my only problem is to wait until she is done with phone at the middle of the sex. Since im not having "the fun" im looking for, i doubt in her part too. if i were about to offer her to be my wife, i would already smashed her phone up,,,i cant touch her cell phone coz i dont want to impose her my right over.

Balbahadur,,,you are right at some point of my feeling. When i go back to my apartment i also feel the same. I also remember "what comes around goes around", repeat that many times. I also put myself in the situation where somebody else is banging my wife and think about what would i be going through at that situation. But, you know what brother, when she comes near and start rubbing on me...i cant step back. Thanks anyway.