to all of you,

this is what im going through and wanted to share with you people. anything can be happened  to anyone at anytime, this is so called life. to those who are worrying about my career,,thanks a lot but i am done with my study long ago, and have a satisfying job, nothing to worry about. to those who called me a loser, i would rather be a loser than being an impotent. im an unmarried man, broke up with gf long ago,,,what do you guys do if a hot girl comes to your room and ask you to sleep with in that situation? i know she is serious about her husband, all she need is to fullfill her sexual desire since she has been living far from husband for a while. i respect her feeling, i know one day her husband comes back and they will be together as before. to those who called me a friend's heart breaker, they are not my friend....i didnt have a close relationship with them, i knew them after i came to US...i had hardly talked to them just a couple times during the entire stay. so whatever you guys tell me, i can take all of them. Open your eyes and think about the desperation, how often do you go to club and try to hook a "black ass" up till 2 in the morning? its not being SICK. im not blaming but seriously, even girls living in US, how much do you worry about your virginity? whatever you people show up here in public, you have a sexual desparation, or sickness whatever you call it in some extent, if not more than me. Im being sincere here.

besides i have very nice social life, i dont have to explain all about it. im not among those who watch a thick puff of cigarette hitting the ceiling and waste the whole evening dreaming about nonsense. IT JUST HAPPENED TO ME,,,unknowingly. Im requesting you guys to give me suggestion, a good one that could be a good solution of my situation. I hope to hear some practical suggestion. Please dont spill your smartness out. Thanks