It was a nice piece indeed. I saw a glimmer of hope towards the end and thats what keeps one going! There are many things that happens in life, as we might be affected by it at the moment but in the long run, it is just a very small part of life. As Robert Frost once said in his poem "people come, and people go, but I go on forever." Though it took you some time to realize it, I am happy that you are ready to move on with life. I think you should write more if you have time to do so. :)