well i had posted this article in my other thread but I thought it's better to create a new one... so I created  a new one ......... I'll keep on writing........ in this thread .......

LOVBA story that's INCOMPLETE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don’t know how a person can feel for the other person. Today it has happened to me. I can’t believe that I don’t know this and it all happened coz once upon a time I was in love with a girl. I was in love with her so deep that when she left me all alone in this world. The world was so very empty for me. Then after I knew that I won’t be able to feel anyone’s love for me.  I don’t know how it happened but it happened and it’s a shock for me. Well not long ago had this story ended that is why I still can’t stop thinking to myself how this happened.

It’s quite unconvincing to me that I loved her so much and the passionate love just broke apart without me myself being known that she went away from my life. I am not going to have her see me anymore in my life. It might have been all coz I was the one who was wrong and she was the one who was right. But still I think I am right and she was wrong but……. still can’t believe it… My eyes sometime are wet when it sees her from nowhere coming to see me. I can hear the voice that keeps on buzzing in my ears that says to me “I LOVE YOU”. Even though she has gone so far away that I won’t be able to see her any further in my life. Since she left I am able to be creative … ha ha !!!! and I learned to write something out of nothing . Which was one of the amazing thing that happened after the end of my last love story. I have a note where I have written 15 songs, couple of poems that are just incomplete in itself and couple of small piece of writing like this that is never so good to be posted in any blog or published in newspapers. I know I am not a good at writing but I know I am good at pouring the feelings of my heart what so ever.

I don’t know why she left away in silence. I didn’t even get one word “goodbye” before she left me. At least that would have been fair enough for me. I would have a reason for forgetting her. But now I can’t forget here coz I still think there is hope of getting together at some point of life because we were together happy for two years. I loved her so dearly and I thought that she did the same with me. I don’t know what went wrong in between her and me that made her run away so far away that I am not even able to see her on the horizon. I don’t know where will I be able to find her again but I do still have the hope of getting her back to my life and be happy forever. I had promised her that I would never make her upset but those promises were broken by me at times but I didn’t really mean to do that. It just happened and I know she forgave me for that. I can’t forget those good sweet days, we were together and those days memories always recalls me of you beautiful lady. You were the most beautiful creature in this world for me. You were so real and so down to earth but I don’t know what went wrong. You had the sweet husky voice. You were gorgeous and were always smiling. I never had any bad days in my life when you were with me. Every day and nights were so very perfect as if you made those days and nights for me. But today you are gone and nothing remained the same. Things changed a lot and I also got changed. I could accept everything couldn’t accept that you left me unanswered. The other thing which is quite surprising to me is that I stopped to feel for other coz it’s all useless….

-Rockend