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I was so proud of being Nepali................. in the peace land, only few people were lucky enough to live a life of luxury....................... I was one of  them....................... because I was born in Kathmandu................ there was everything.............................. there were only only a few people...................... ranas..................shahs................... big businessmen.................................... corrupted people...................... royalists in Kathmandu............................. no poor fellow from village even dared to come to Kathmandu........................ it was a distant dream for them to come to Kathmandu......................................... when they sometimes visited Kathmandu, they used to share the Kathmandu visit like the fiary tale................................................... now because of this shit democracy................................... dirty people from all over Nepal are pouring into Kathmandu................ they are now enjoying the same benefit what we had enjoyed ....................... this is not fair at all.................... the sons/daughters of poor people should never come out of their villages................... they have to follow the traditional professional of thier forefathers............................. becasue of this dirty democracy, thousands of people are going to abroad........... they are becoming cleverer than us.................... this is not fair at all.............................. people talk better than we do....................... this is also not fair.......................... people talk about democracy............... women demand for equal share in every wake of life................... this should not happen........................ we don't really need this democray......................... our panchayat was so peaceful.................... ministers were so powerful.................. even the Anchaladhis was like a chhote raja.............. he meri Nepali ama.................... these so called democratic bhwasa harele kasari bigare ni.

to be continued................