Sampada wrote:

"Kya chha yaar ! Kti dukkha dina janako ani kti chusako US lye international student lie..."

Come on Sampada, consider yourself very lucky. You are going to pay in-state tuition, which reduces the cost by half. Your spouse is in H-1, that means somebody in the family is bringing the bread home. Compare yourself to other students from Nepal who do not get in-state, who do not have any family member and have to pay tuition as well as room and board all by themselves! And by the time you get your degree you would probably have a green card through your spouse! Trust me you are in a lot better shape. US has been pretty kind to you.