I check sajha and other nepali web sites almost every day, and almost every day i die little by little ...... knowing that my country is diying. I dont know whats wrong or who is behind this misery. I am a simple human being. My sense of understanding is limited to what i hear and what i see. But as far  as i can understand we neplease are really good at blaming each other. We are among the most selfish human beings among the face of this earth.....thats what i think. We all are concerned in getting something for ourselves only and giving damn to the country. Taking about myself....i'm selfish too. I came to america, running away from the trouble back home. Hoping for the better future. At that moment I thought about nothing but my future.

But its high time now. Every day is getting worst and worst. Out nationality is slowly fading away. On the other hand our mighty neibhour is doing steady progess. Every major company is shifting towards India. But one thing that confuses me.........India also doesnt have steady politics, they too have lots of internal problems including terrosism. But they are not looking behind. Why cant Nepal be the same? What I can analyse is that, Nepal should consider in bringing economical revolution like India rather than political revolution. How it is possible I dont know but I think thats one of the way that can save our country.

And another thing I would like to know from all of you is that how can a simple individual like me can contribute for the country in situation like this. And please dont say that go back to Nepal and raise the voice. Because its not going to help. I am just a desperat person who is willing to do whatever is necessary and whatever is logical. I cant see my country diying any more.

please have your say;