man, forget abou thsi country... save some money and go back. tell you what, my own experience... my mama ko chora started business 9 years ago and i came to study in usa.. over th eyears, he has bought 2 cars, a house and a profitable business.. while i spent 40 k from home , worked in gasstations, motels, cafeterias, went through massive pain of school and work and now i'm job less.. my brother bought a piece of land and over the years it tripled the value... he also bought some land in our village... the land's grew so much that it's crazy.. ovfer the years he has doubled tripled, 10 f0lded the investment and is financially secure. he married the girl of his choice and hey today's new year.. he's celebrating with his friends and family , bon fire and liquor and dance and everything.. and i'll be working in my night shift tonight...

   if you don't have papers, you end up working as slave in usa.. they know this ... thats why they are letting 22 millions stay illegal.. because they need slaves.... they can clean this 22 million anytime they want , but who's gonna work night shifts, on weekeds, on $5.5 per hour... 900 a month in a restaurant... man, it's not worth it...

one day you will be 45, 55, or 65, and let's say you have a green card... but then what's the point. . . . you'll lose your prime time cleaning , moping and listening crap in customer service jobs, under desi employers....

get back and try to do something man.. it's much much better.. you won't have a car , or hot water running all the time but you'll still have the dignity....