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I feel sorry for what happened to you, especially the part where this cheating thing affected your academic life and status thing. My best advice for now is to stop this mental tension right now. Take this new year as an excuse to start a new resolution. Freeze this thought and store it in your closet for now as an assignment which is due later and not need to worry about it now. Go out with your friends a lot, meet some beautiful nepalese girls out there, start working out. For now stop communicating with her, tell her you need time out from this mess. I am pretty sure later the  girl who cheated on you will come knockin at your door.

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