Gosh...here comes another tragic story; words are clearly reflecting the pain...I feel sorry for you if you really went through all these..

Talking about "Love"... This paragraph from "Woody Allen" comes to my mind...

"To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down."  

And, finally..when the door of happiness closes, another opens but often times we look so hard at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.