"So where is our smile that we brought while coming from Nepal? "

         You make a valid point. Where is the smile? Where is the passion? Where are those times when you thought these are your moments? I guess you could compare that to, buying a new flashy dress with red, blue and white color all over it. You loved it when it was in the store. It was darn expensive but somehow by convincing your family or friends you bought one. Here convincing means debt(not in all cases). The first day you got it and you put it on was the best moment I believe.I wish you could freeze that moment. I hope that's the smile that you are talking about. As you start to wear in on a regular basis its fabrics, color and charm slightly fades away. You end up washing it more thinking it would come back! Relentless effort! You can't bring back that charm that your dress had but yeah you can always fake a smile, isn't it?

A Dreamer,
YekloYatri