Bro baal deu yaar aba.if u still try to recall those moments,remember her...it will get worse.it doesnot sound easy but thats wat u need to do it.try to focus on ur future goal,convince ur self u r much more important to ur family,friends than to her.its a life man,u can't say whom u meet.some will be bad while others are gud.don't waste ur time recalling sb who don't care u.last but not the least here is wat i wanna say " A WOMAN TAKES 20YRS TO MAKE A MAN OF BOY, BUT ANOTHER WOMAN IN 20 MINUTES MAKES FOOL OF HIM."