I am not sure how much of it relates to your life but it definitely has some sort of connection with many other nepalese who come to the united states. We should make people realize the real situation out here,  but at the same time we should also encourage people to pursue their dreams. One has to learn to face the challenges of life and I believe many Nepalese students have faced that during their student years at USA.
Having seen so many people going through it, it is definitely not something I feel like talking about, but the fact is that many of these students don't have options.

Something I hate is that these very people show a different color when they go back to Nepal. I wish everyone could live in their real world.

Last but not the least, good luck in all your endeavors. I am sure you will succeed in life.