thank gawd for procrastination!

for it led me here (and there and everywhere urghh hehe) ..cos i got to SEE, who else but a fellow nepaali!:oD

nepaali why wait to see a hunk?esp from the past? u not over ur past yet?get over it!esp since u/we dun wanna ur past to make u miss the present and the approaching future?!;oP hehe..why do u think i feel that if u came here a bit more often, it will be nice?(maybe u do peek in here? watch/read discretely eh? ;oP hehe) ..it will be nice, cos u will get to see more of the hunks in here like loote bro and capt (dun wanna mention more since u might end up droolin too much while reading this..might not look good if ur client or fellow colleagues are beside u hoina? ;oP hehe)

oh..pls forgive me(bryan adam style re kya ;oP) loote bro and capt for mentioning, wat is a common knowledge to everyone in here(and beyond?)! (to those who doesn't agree!we know why? u jealous creatures!;oP hehe..just tryn to cover every angles, dun mind me!;oP nothn wrong in being jealous!its a human trait hoina? ;o) hehe..) if they aint hunks here who else is? who can deny their huge presence in here? that attracts u ..oh before i sound gay(more gay?;oP) i shall stop about them! hehe...

and before someone goes on about me..well some idiot does try to sound like a joker hoina? dun mind him hai..tho he thinks its he has no control over it esp over his subconsciousness ..we all do know its just a bloody excuse dun we? the bloody joke he is! hehe..

and nepaali..just wanna clarify with u..did u really take a ride on that "marvelous" guilt trip i prepared with such tender care ? u did notice the concerned "time permitting" didn u? cos it seems to me, im the one being made to take the trip with "wonderful" guilt multiplied? if u want me to take it..just ask!! tho have to say was a bit prepared for this..well u know wat they say about ppl wearning black? ;oP had been warned by a didi way back then, how she could never win any debate with her fiance. He was one of those ppl who wore black ;oP hehe..

anyways tis too small a price to pay..esp since most (if not all!) aussies will be encouraging me to be strong, esp since realisation will strike them that a nepaali will be headin to their beloved land!;oP ..one man's guilt leading to millions of aussies happiness? its too obvious which road that i must choose?;oP hehe...and before someone mentions that the loss experienced by countless of americans will far outnumber the gain of the few million aussies, well we do reap wat we sow hoina? its their own doing, for being rash and gettn the firing squad out eh?;oP hehe..tho i see no possibility of that happening!(americans arent as dumb as wat others make them out to be hoina?;oP) wat to do?i cant tell the aussies the truth and shatter their hopes? hehe

pls do visit, if time and lots of other factors permit :oD..dun think too much about it being a country of convicts..smtimes i cant stop gettn this idea that, the convicts took over UK then and offloaded all the law abiding citizens to here! well who knows eh? cos those who write history are humans themselves? and the "winner" is considered right?and a loser voicing their opinions as sore losers?:oS ;oP hehe..

alright really am on a guilt trip now!think i took a tad bit more time procrastinating here than i thot ..seems i will have a caffiene filled night today! that is, once this adrenaline flow goes down hehe..

hope all is well with eveyrone!good day!:oD

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