sndy...yeah in some ways im lookin foward to gettn older(tho cant say im young i reckon quite a lot of ppl gets the wrong idea by my typings, typings dun show age does it? )..only one life we have hoina?(rebirth and etc are unproven!thot i better say that before someone goes on sharing about rebirth..afterlife etc )..so best we live a really long one and well hopefully make tonnes of good memories...be able to share them and leave some good feelns behind?.but ke garney..ideas always sounds nice as ideas...have seen old folks(used to work part-time once in an old folks home) and yeah..being dependent for even the daily routines, lonely(which i have not much idea of wat that might feel like ;oP..pretty lucky cos have good frens around me..and yeah do love being alone ;oP), worse feeln like a burden..urghh...darn me pessimism! but dun u dare get affected by my negativity!..i can already "see" u playin around with ur grandchildren!while still frantically cicking the update button on sajha!

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loote bro...u will never know unless u try hoina?so wanna try makin a gathering when u finish ur stuffs and have lots of free time?fans doesnt mean they have to disclose their identity?they can say they were silent readers?if i ever get a chance to go to a sajha gathering and manage to go..thats wat i will be sayn!so ppl dun u dare "copy" me!

oh if u didnt know..im a fan of urs too!and not just sayn cos u said that ..and yeah summer is approaching here..and its really getn real wam!(more like hot!) darn it!i cant believe im sayn this..but i think i might really need some fans!!duh!!..if only there was such a thing call fans who will fan u when u needed to be fanned?haha

enuf rambling!:oD