Do u know guys , what thing scare me all the time when one of the best friend says there is one sad news. The death, the death of person I have known from years.It scares me because I don't wan't anyone passed away painfull and in his age like 25. I just met him 2 months before and he was so happy with his newly married wife, and suddenly one of my best friend called me and told me that yhere is a bad news, when someone says there is a bad news i feeled like u no my hands just sake and i feel cold, my hairs of my body it all went straight,and a asked her what is it? then she is Raj is dead. and i was Raj from Naxal , she goes yes. I felt like i am cold my hands shaking and i remembered his innocent face, he was so helpful and very talkative. and i asked her how? when? where? he just got married, i start remembering his wife, o my god what is happening. We all know that, how hard it is for the women in nepal to survive when someones husband passed away, and how society and people of the looked at her, peoplewere going to give her too many names of being unlucky. And then there is hello are u there? and she told me the whole story, the fact is petrol. That petrol took him from his family and friends.We all know that nowadays in nepal there is no stock of petrol and people have to wait for a days to get the petrol and sometimes they says that they were just allow to give petrol of Rs 500. Because of that people now put stock in their house, the same thing happened here, one of his friend they just got the petrol and wants to share with Raj, and they came to his house and he poured the petrol from one gallon to another and they spilled a little on the floor, but they didn't wipe it, we never do such a little work, do we? they just left that gallon. And then they start gosseping outside the house, his house is by the road and in here everybody just enjoys the cigarette by walking and just throw the remaining on the road, they don't even bother to step that burning cigarette. Thats how caught the fire. They were gossiping and the fire of cigarette caught the spilled petrol and they also put the gallon nearby so that caught the huge fire, then they noticed the fire, they tried to put water but it didn't worked. and they called the Damcal. but it is arriving so raj decided to go inside and kick that gallon out but it didn't went as he thought, he went inside and kicked the gallon but instead of that gallon coming out from the door it spill all over his leg and he atarted burning, and after sometime, one of the neighbour brought gas and they put the carobn dioxide gas and water then that fire went out. he was burnt very badly below the wrist area,and then he rushed to the hospital. They had called the Damcal but it stucked in traffice, Damkal arrived after Raj rushed to the hospital. we all know about traffice in kathmandu, but it is a Damcal why don't people give a way for the Damcal. Then doctor told he is in critical condition, and after that he left the world, he did not make a way back to home. He is very sweet, generous, talkative and funny guy. now we missed him. WE MISS U RAJ.