good write-up! I hope that your advice is not for the sake because you don't use it for yourself. Pls don't take my comment negatively. Pls guide us n' we'll follow u. We're desperately looking for some unifying leading force so much so that we're seeking it even to a singer of a foreign national. I've seriously been thinking about the issues that you've written for quite some time not because I'm patriotic, but for my own sake, for my own satisfaction and happinees. I walk around here and see how isolated I'm. I can never be the part of society here no matter what I do. I remember the scene from a movie based on Bruce Lee where his to be mother-in-law were saying to her daughter: he's american citizen but he's not an american when she said that Lee was an american. Many dream to hold a green card or become american citizen, and when I project myself also into that, I question myself if I'm ever going to be happy again. I agree with you absolutely, but pls tell me honestly and frankly also about your own decision.